*hugs* Sometimes things aren't get-over-able on one's own. History, mind-set, life in general: sometimes they can each be a wall you can't dig under, climb over or knock down without the help of a friend with heavy machinery. This is not a failing, so much as an inevitable part of being human, in my opinion. If you can't get over it alone (and mercy knows you seem to have tried), find the person with the backhoe, crane, and earthmover to help you, you know?
Really, I shouldn't spout advice unasked for. But honestly I don't think you're a failure and I really hope life picks up for you a bit soon. You deserve a smile or five. =) Hang in there, lady.
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Date: 2006-07-15 03:27 am (UTC)Really, I shouldn't spout advice unasked for. But honestly I don't think you're a failure and I really hope life picks up for you a bit soon. You deserve a smile or five. =) Hang in there, lady.