aquabean: (History)
First day off in a while. Had good news and bad news and now I'm just tired.



I love my job. Or. Well. Not precisely. I love the company I work for. But I've come to the realization that the job I do is... not going in the direction that I want and I'm bored. Which makes me less productive. Which makes me paranoid. Which makes me tired.

In this case I think it's a little less about performance anxiety than the fact that I'm over qualified and under-stimulated, and just not making enough money to not be anxious about that instead.


All drama with my family is a post for later. Though that makes me even more tired.


But at least my fish are doin' awesome. ...Kinda need to clean the new kid's bowl. Hm. Maybe later. I've got nothin' else to do but dishes anyway.




ETA: Okay, so even if the job front is discouraging, reading Die Hard slash over at [livejournal.com profile] hard4brains helped. Heh.

Relief.

Jul. 26th, 2007 11:49 am
aquabean: (Seeds in love)
Papa and sister came home last night after two months out of the country.

I have the most wonderful, patient, loving girlfriend in the history of girlfriends.

My dog bite is doing much better, really only being a little bit of a bone bruise on the back of my hand.

I have four days off in a row starting today. Which will include a walk around our neighborhood, a trip to the farmer's market, cleaning the fish bowls and possibly the watching of some movies. It will definitely include general laziness and unrepentant lounging.





...ohmyGod is it good to be home again.
aquabean: (Rings)
Even when my brain still feels a little bit like it's been turned into a shriveled raisin, she makes everything better.

Panic attack totally legitimizes having rocky-road ice cream for dinner.


And she even gave it to me in my favorite bowl. Mm.

Urgh.

Jun. 18th, 2007 05:29 am
aquabean: (Ed - Leadeth me to lie beside still wate)
It is 5:29 am. I have to leave for work in the next five minutes while hopefully keeping rather unusually spazy poodles from escaping.

My girlfriend is getting her wisdom teeth out today and won't be home until Thursday or Friday and I miss her already. Sleeping in that stupid bed isn't as comfortable with only one person.

Last night I somehow convinced myself I was either going to sleep through the alarm on my phone or the Gma was going to fall down in the night while going to the bathroom and die and I was going to miss it, so I keep waking up ever hour and a half and now I just want to go home, feed my fish and sleep in my own bed. That or go and check on my girl to see how she's doing. Mrr.

Fortunately mama gets back from Puerto today, or at least her flight gets in. I pick her up down by the border (The KFC down by the border because she is awesome and random. HEH.) tomorrow morning, making tonight my last night away from my own bed for a while.

...When Karot gets home I may hole us up in the apartment for several days and just ignore the world in favor of quality time spent staring at the fish.

...

Jun. 7th, 2006 08:56 am
aquabean: (Bad Hoodoo...)
Car is back. Drove this morning. Was nice. Am dying of exhaustion. Recovery ...never. *fail!* Gma says no to breakfast. Says this is because she's full of WATER.

ajaklfa;laka ...*headdesk*

May call in reinforcements but am at work and that is harder. Will probably do it anyway. Also, phone is low on battery. Fun.


And And And SO SORRY for being such a whiner. *whimpers* Doing best to be less emo. Promise.

*crawls off to audit stupid HR data and maybe hide under cubicle desk*
aquabean: (Wandering.)
Good Bad Ugly

Actually coming into work today = G
Sleep solid from the instant my head hit the pillow to the alarm going off = G
Still shy about 6 hrs sleep and insanely groggy = B
Killer headache = B
Super overcast weather with a chance of rain = U
Seeing the Girl last night = G
Gma not feeling so good again today = B
Aunt coming down to stay with her for a bit this afternoon = G
Getting car back today = G
Paying $480 for a new H20 pump and some timer belt thingy = U
Having to leave work early if anything happens to Gma = U
Still not getting comment answering done = U



And on a completely random note:

Brigdh, does your computer read dvds? I've got something for you. Hee.


ETA: Car has been retrieved and returned to the parent's house. Now just need to write someone a check for $504 dollars (price went up because the part they had to replace went up in price too. Feh.), but that can wait until tonight. ...also I need to remember to put gas in the car, so there's another $40 gone. *faaaaail*

. . .

Jun. 1st, 2006 02:32 pm
aquabean: (Silent)
$500-600 dollars I do not have to fix the water pump on the car.




It's just a car, not the end of the world. It's just a car, not the end of the world. It's just a car, not the end of the world...
aquabean: (Between the emotion and the response)
Stupid introspection. )



In other news, my right wrist is killing me. I think I might just ice it. Ow.

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